Keep smiling. It'll be fine.

Keep that smile up.
Put on a pretty face.
Don't let them see you hurting.
Fix your hair.
Put on some makeup.
Don't let them see you cry.

I'm not alone.
I know I'm not.
So why does it feel that way?
I feel like screaming!
Feel like crying!
I want to run away!!

Just make it work.
Get through another day.
Pretend like everything's fine.
You can do it.
Just try harder.
It's all in your mind.

I'm sure it will get better.
Something's gonna change.
But when?
When!?!

When will my life be not depressing?
When will my life be what I need?
When will I not feel the weight of it crushing me?
It's crushing me!!

And I'm alone!
All alone in a room of people.
Alone with my thoughts
That are so hard to control.

Can't you see me hurting?
Can't you hear my screams?
All I can see are fading, far-flung dreams.