Weary Journey

In the pale, cold, blue
and fading light
The sun sinking slowly
burning bright
My wandering mind
weary and worn
this long journey has left me forlorn
I try to relax
just breathe and rest
But it's hard not knowing
what will come next.

Lonely Labyrinth Heart

This lonely labyrinth heart of mine

may never be found

never solved

never understood

But it keeps me safe

Or does it

Am I kidding myself

Can I really say that these walls

keep me from being hurt

if I'm already hurting everyday

The Stupid Shit I Tell Myself

What if I'm not good enough

Not skinny enough

Too controlling

What if me and my kids

are too much of a burden

Maybe I'm just too picky

I know what I want out of life

I know what I'm looking for

Yet most nights I sit alone

Crying

Unsure

Alone

Eating junk food and wondering why

Why am I not good enough

Am I depressed

Maybe that's why I'm still single

Why Did I Wait

Why did I wait so long
to tell you how I feel
Why does it take a song
to tell you how I feel

I think you're wonderful
amazing
just who I need
someone that I could love
that I thought could love me

Why did I wait so long
to tell you how I feel
Those words were left unsaid
and now you've moved on

I know I felt it then
a connection
but I was afraid
so I held it back
I hid my thoughts
then I went away

Why did I wait so long
to tell you how I feel
I know that you moved on
but this love could be real