This Game

I hate to love the way I feel
sometimes my life seems so surreal
I'm loosing all that I have gained
why do I have to play this game

To show you who I really am
to try to understand
why I say the things I do
and act the way they want met to

I try to change what I can't see
but I loose the love they gave to me
I don't know why they stay the same
why do we have to play this game

To show you who we really are
but you say we've gone to far
"my love is real but you can't see
what your hate has done to me"



~ Andi Weaver (2003)